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	      <title><![CDATA[You Think You Know]]></title>
	      <link>http://mikrafty.buzznet.com/user/journal/2456251/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[She reaches across the mattress,<br>
kisses the small of my back,<br>
her arm reaches over my shoulder,<br>
she tries to pull me close.<br>
I try to push her away;<br>
it wasn't supposed to end up this way.<br>
Too hard to say no, when your body refuses<br>
It was a mistake I had seen a long time coming,<br>
I couldn't make myself turn away;<br>
I dove into the deep end of the fire.<br>
Her kisses taste like the last shot of alcohol,<br>
we're both wasted in our deception and passion.<br>
Her skin so soft and smooth,<br>
it's been a long time coming.<br>
It wasn't supposed to end up this way.<br>
It wasn't supposed to end up this way.]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>mikrafty</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-06-03T14:58:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[where to now?]]></title>
	      <link>http://mikrafty.buzznet.com/user/journal/2408611/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[It is sad how I tend to take advantage of situations without even thinking it through completely. Is it because I don't care? Is it because I am selfish and am only looking out for myself? I know there are changes to be made; I've been trying for a long time. Deep down inside me there is a compelling feeling to do what is right. However, I tend to shrug it off. I go for the moment, worry about the consequences later. Not that I am just realizing it, but, I see how going for the moment does not make me happy. It does not make me a better person. Rather, it fills me up with unsatisfaction, doubt, a certain fear, and regret. Those people that claim to live for the moment, don't they regret? Do they wish at some time they hadn't made that decision? I don't want regret. I want accomplishment. I want satisfaction. I want hapiness.]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>mikrafty</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-05-25T11:20:56Z</dc:date>
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